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Post by ramone on Jan 23, 2019 14:45:23 GMT -8
My daydreams can suddenly make me feel very angry. When I was young, I got bullied for being socially awkward and verbally challenged. To be honest, it still happens, only just with family. It took me a while to get over it and be a more content and feel-good person.
I will sit at my computer and work on a project or a write-up, and I will suddenly recall flashbacks of when people gave me a hard time for either being quiet or socially inept to a point that I just snapped. So, it will induce me to daydream about it, just like a mantra of images, and will eventually stimulate my emotions to an extent that I will get angry or upset. I will even feel as if I'm suddenly trapped or in big trouble. My reactions are biting down hard on my fingers, twitching my hands, screaming on the inside, shouting out loud, stamping, pacing, tossing my arms and gyrating in my chair. Sometimes, I'm afraid to walk back into real events, and gain more scenes based on real moments, which will become day dreams that reoccur in my head.
My mom has constantly brought up that she can hear my voices echo down the hallways, whether she's upstairs or downstairs. My sister has closed my door to muffle the sounds I make. My dad even gets somewhat curious about who I speak to.
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Post by m on Jun 18, 2020 13:35:01 GMT -8
Maybe that's some sort of flashbacks you are having through your daydreams? My daydreams do stimulate my emotions a lot, including a lot of negative emotions. Sometimes that's because these daydreams are some sort of "creative flashback" of negative events. Can you relate?
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Post by bella32 on Jul 1, 2020 10:46:56 GMT -8
Oh yes, my emotions are very involved. Usually glee or feeling of euphoria. Lately I’ve been having the crying jags. I found out an unrequited love passed away in 2007. I had not seen since the 80’s but it hit me like a hammer. He has haunted me for the last two months. My dding is all scenarios of what ifs and I bring myself to tears every day. I can feel my grief starting to wane which actually makes me sad. My feelings were so strong I thought he would walk with me forever but I think I’m finding peace ... slowly. I think because of pandemic I have so much time to think that this was a super strong string of Day Dreams. I’m in for about 6 hrs a day
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Post by Theaxe on Aug 13, 2020 9:47:10 GMT -8
For some reason, if my brain has decided it wants to go into the direction of daydreaming something unpleasant then yes, I tend to feel real feelings of anger or sadness as if I'm stuck watching a movie that I'm not really interested in. It's as if I have to keep watching it, or even finishing it, even if it's causing me stress.
I can't believe that I am doing this only to myself, and with the ability to stop, I still don't.
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Post by escapist on Nov 24, 2021 9:35:28 GMT -8
I'm also a victim of intense bullying. That's why, most of my daydreams make me angry. But it got really scary. I think my body can't deal with this anger anymore. So I'm trying to get rid of this resentment. It affects my health in a bad way.
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